I was on MC the whole day today and it felt really good just to "nua" at home. I literally slept the whole day and not doing anything else. (really felt like a pig man haha lol!!) Even though I have slept a lot, I am still feeling weak and sleepy! I guess this is to make up for my late nights I had for the past few days and not to mention the medicine that I ate made me feel drowsy also... I was not feeling well since yesterday when I felt the acute pain in my head nearing to the end of the tour in the Garden Exhibition with my family. Not wanting to be a wet blanket to my mother and sister, I went home myself after that. When I reached home at 4.30pm, I slept all the way to 7plus in the evening. I thought I will feel better after the long nap but it got worsen. My headache got more painful, I vomitted and my tears just came rolling down. It was a terrible feeling that I cried out desperately for God's healing. I really thank God for mel who sent me to the doctor and miraculously, I felt much better after seeing the doctor (mel's presence also makes a diff la ahaha) Praise the Lord!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
40 Days Prayer and Fasting
I have been fasting meals for the past 2 weeks and I must say "so far so good". I have told God that from tomorrow onwards, I am going to fast MSN during working hours which is from 9am-6pm for this week. I guess it would be a bit tough but I have faith in myself and I am going to depend on God because I know I can't do this all by myself. Therefore if you did not see me online, please do not miss me too much haha! I will try to be online at night but it depends on my mood hahah. Anyway, continue to press on and fast for the nation. Take this time and pray for Singapore, your friends, family and yourself! Flee from temptation when you need to! 26 days more!!!
In a cold day like this!
HAVE A GREAT EVENING! *SMILE* :):)
Hear the footsteps and you will know...
It is quite amazing that I can recognise who the person is by hearing their footsteps. I guess I have gotten used to people walking past me in the office everyday. It takes time and training to do that ok haha! The reason behind it is due to the strict culture in our office; we are not suppose to do any personal stuff during office hours which include simple things like checking own email, surfing the internet, msn etc... I think everyone in the office are doing it in a discreet way such that they will not get caught and I am one of them hee hee... Because of this, I have to be cautious of who is walking past or behind me. This has trained me up by listening to the footsteps so that I will know that I need to switch screen when my Director, Boss or Supervisor walking pass me. Recently I found myself bingo in almost every guesses I made and I am really proud of myself man haha (luffing to myself). Anyway, I told myself that I should try not to do it again la cos I know that it is so call against the "office law" to do my personal things and I am stealing office time which is not very ethical and nice...but well I will try my best... :)
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Verse of the day!
"It is not that we think we are qualified to do anything on our own.
Our qualification comes from God."
2 Cor. 3:5 NLT
Dealing with Discouragement
Hope it speaks to anyone of you reading this post now...
"Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; for I shall yet praise Him, the help of my countenance and my God."
— Psalm 42:11
It is not unusual for even the most spiritual people to have their days of doubt. Moses, on one occasion at least, was overwhelmed by his circumstances. After he had listened to the constant complaining of the children of Israel, he basically told the Lord, "I'm fed up. Just kill me. I don't want to deal with this another day."
Elijah, after his contest with the prophets of Baal on Mt. Carmel, heard that Jezebel had put a contract out on his life. He was so overwhelmed by his circumstances, so discouraged, so uncertain, and so filled with doubt that he said to God, "Take my life."
Even the great apostle Paul had moments when he was discouraged. He wrote to the church at Corinth, "We were burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we despaired even of life" (2 Corinthians 1:8).Jeremiah, the great prophet, faced it as well. He was ridiculed and harassed for giving out the Word of God. Because he was tired of the pressure he was facing, it made him want to stop giving out God's Word altogether. He said, "The word of the Lord was made to me a reproach and a derision daily. Then I said, 'I will not make mention of Him, nor speak anymore in His name' " (Jeremiah 20:8–9).
You are not the only one who has ever faced doubt or uncertainty, or has been perplexed as to why God did not work in a certain way. We may be in the midst of God's work and can't see the big picture as He can
