Experience his LOVE once again...

Our church camp in KL was incredibly great this year! I felt refreshed, anointed after a Re-Encounter with the Lord! I see people falling on their knees, receiving the special touch from the holy spirit, the special gift of tongue and having an even close encounter with God. It was indeed yet another good encounter. I myself also experience the special encounter in the camp. I was really touch by God's love in the camp. During the camp, God had reminded me that he is my first love and he loves me more than any other people. I was so touched that my tears kept rolling down when I sang the song "Through it all, I know my God is in control...", I cried even harder when I sang "Like a child in his arms, he'll carry me thru it all". God had brought me though all this years in LSBC. I have really grown and matured a lot. I have seen blessings pouring upon me in area of work and study. I also learned how not to worry certain things and letting God taking over the driver seat. I felt peace in my heart whenever problem arises because I know I have a GREAT GOD taking care and sheltering me. Valuable lessons are also learnt during my walk with God, this really help when I help some people in relating to their problems. I know I have greater responsibility soon and frankly speaking, I am not really confident of this new role. My inner me is feeling frightened and afraid that I may not up to the job. I have been faithfully in there for almost 5 years and what really makes me go on is God's strength and the constant encouraging words from him. I am not feeling confused because I know that is a calling from you. Should i be feeling scared? Or am I thinking too much? I enjoyed myself there and always looking forward to it. There is no bit of struggle to go on. Though I feel a bit discouraged sometimes but was able to get over quickly. I want to do my job well but I don't want to do well because I have an expectation from people but I want to do well for God. I guess what I am most afraid of is that I may slowly forget the real reason of doing that. Therefore I really hope that I will still be as strong and be a WONDER WOMAN for GOD! I must always remember what God had told me and to serve him for his purpose, NOTHING else!! Yeah, glad that I am able to sort out my thoughts here. It will be a good reminder for me whenever I read this posting. Oh yes, I shall do that man!! Haha!!